I have been doing some serious thinking for the past few weeks but this might sound funny. In my mind, I took a good laugh but I can do it. I am considering to be on sex cleanse for two years. I bet that term had been running through your head," what the hell is sex cleanse."! lol. It is not a word but I just thought of it. For my definition of sex cleanse mean to stop having sex for a while after extremely great sex. I am going for two years. haha. All I get from my friends is giggle, chuckle, & laugh. They don't believe that I can make it for two years.If I could wait for six month or more, I could go for years or more. All I need is motivation to get this going. I know for one thing that my sex high drive will most definitely will murder my ass.
To be perfectly honest, I LOVE SEX. Don't get me wrong.I enjoyed having all the great sex from my baby and learning all the position. I really do. He is a amazin & a beast. Again, I love sex. I just can't even lie about that. It is what I want to do. If my boo asked me to have sex with him, I will have to reject that cutiebear for two years. At first, I thought of man cleanse, I was thinking that is not for me because I do not have a problem of dating every guy I see. I am with the dude I am in love with but we just live too far away. Sex cleanse is good enough for me. I had been having sex with the same dude for three years for the 22 times. look who counting. lol. Does it sound like I need sex cleanse? lol. I know I am going to miss that beast. To be perfectly honest, no one can beat him fucking me REAL GOOD. He knows how 2 beat this pussy real GOOD. He drove me crazy wen he does that.He made me wanting more. I really don't want that beast to leave. When I see him, he make me so weak in bed.
He loves to scroll my panties down and feeling all up in my thigh and leg as I can reminisce everything. It is taking me back at that moment. The memories will always take me back where we had sex. I am going to miss smelling his cum in my panties. it crazy me insane. I'm a sex manic when it come to that. Damn, I made a committed to stop having sex and I am going to miss all of it. I might be silly but I am in my moment to say good bye to sex. lol. This is going to be a big challenge for me. I am going make it through with God's help. So wish me good luck...
