Weight gain came visit me once again

sept 18, 2013

For some point in our life, we lost weight and gain it right back. It is very hard to stay on track of losing weight and keep it off. I  am sure it is very hard for everyone. I ain't into those starving thing. A girl like me love to eat. It never going to be easier for me especially I easily gain weight fast. . Once you stop working out, you will gain weight slowly. I just hate it so much. The picture was taken two years ago. I worked so hard to lose great amount of weight. I never gave up. I was very small and I really like it very much. I am in the love with the picture below. I was once never that size. It really a great size for my age. I am working very hard to get it back and continue to exercise for the rest of the year. I wish I could never gain a pound in my life. IMPOSSIBLE. Right???

I was so excited that I lost so much weight. I let the excited to get the BEST of me. Wrong Choice. 

After I moved to another place, I started to stop working out for month after month due to being sick often. I did work out sometimes during the month.I never really stop working out. Just work out when I have the time. I really have not found my favorite spot to work out. I really did not like the way I keep gaining weight if I stopped putting effort on myself. but hey, I love how thick am I. Very sexy. I was weighting 192 at that time. I have always weighted 180 since my college year. Back in 2007, I weighted 160, Girl, believe me, it was a beautiful size on me. I started to buy a lot of 'M' size.. WRONG CHOICE AGaIn. After months, I gained my weight back. The reason I lost so much is because I was very sick with a flu with diarrhea. I started to used restroom occasionally. I could have continue to execrise but it was too late. Let me see if I can find a picture.

  Back to the point, GEEZ, 192, my goodness. I seriously need do something. I couldn't keep gaining another 10 pounds. That was it for me. I decided to motivate myself to continue to work out daily. NO MORE EXCUSE. 

When my friend took this picture of me last summer in Austin, Texas(2015) I COULD NOT BELIEVE MY EYES that I gained so much weight. I knew that T the very moment I had to do something about it. I probably gain 10 pound of eating delicious Texas's food. I just couldn't stop eating it. Oh my goodness, how could I ever let that happen to me? I enjoyed lil my mini vacation in Texas but I have been eating very bad that week. Once I arrived back home, I seriously had to make a change. I came to visit my mom day after I got back from Texas. I hugged my mom and spend quality time with her. After the day was over, I went back home and recieved a text from my mother saying that I really need to lose weight. She was very concerning about my health. All my family have health issue and she is worrying that I might have the chance of getting health issue that my all elderly family had and she does not want me to get any health issue if I keep letting it happen. To be honest, I am not a big girl.. I felt very offended and I cried. After that text, I had to do something about it. I worked out for two months and started to get my shaped back little. My favorite picture in the purple outfit. I know I have come a long way but I am not done. My picture will be post soon. The last time I weighted myself last week ago, I weight 192 and still losing a lot of inches. 

"Do not let the pound fool you, but inches is the beast" 

Do not compliment my weight loss. Keep it to yourself until I see myself in the mirror. 

"A huge part of losing weight is believing you can do it and realizing it is not going to happen overnight"

I believe you can do it and don't give it. Keep it going.