Weight gain came visit me once again

sept 18, 2013

For some point in our life, we lost weight and gain it right back. It is very hard to stay on track of losing weight and keep it off. I  am sure it is very hard for everyone. I ain't into those starving thing. A girl like me love to eat. It never going to be easier for me especially I easily gain weight fast. . Once you stop working out, you will gain weight slowly. I just hate it so much. The picture was taken two years ago. I worked so hard to lose great amount of weight. I never gave up. I was very small and I really like it very much. I am in the love with the picture below. I was once never that size. It really a great size for my age. I am working very hard to get it back and continue to exercise for the rest of the year. I wish I could never gain a pound in my life. IMPOSSIBLE. Right???

I was so excited that I lost so much weight. I let the excited to get the BEST of me. Wrong Choice. 

After I moved to another place, I started to stop working out for month after month due to being sick often. I did work out sometimes during the month.I never really stop working out. Just work out when I have the time. I really have not found my favorite spot to work out. I really did not like the way I keep gaining weight if I stopped putting effort on myself. but hey, I love how thick am I. Very sexy. I was weighting 192 at that time. I have always weighted 180 since my college year. Back in 2007, I weighted 160, Girl, believe me, it was a beautiful size on me. I started to buy a lot of 'M' size.. WRONG CHOICE AGaIn. After months, I gained my weight back. The reason I lost so much is because I was very sick with a flu with diarrhea. I started to used restroom occasionally. I could have continue to execrise but it was too late. Let me see if I can find a picture.

  Back to the point, GEEZ, 192, my goodness. I seriously need do something. I couldn't keep gaining another 10 pounds. That was it for me. I decided to motivate myself to continue to work out daily. NO MORE EXCUSE. 

When my friend took this picture of me last summer in Austin, Texas(2015) I COULD NOT BELIEVE MY EYES that I gained so much weight. I knew that T the very moment I had to do something about it. I probably gain 10 pound of eating delicious Texas's food. I just couldn't stop eating it. Oh my goodness, how could I ever let that happen to me? I enjoyed lil my mini vacation in Texas but I have been eating very bad that week. Once I arrived back home, I seriously had to make a change. I came to visit my mom day after I got back from Texas. I hugged my mom and spend quality time with her. After the day was over, I went back home and recieved a text from my mother saying that I really need to lose weight. She was very concerning about my health. All my family have health issue and she is worrying that I might have the chance of getting health issue that my all elderly family had and she does not want me to get any health issue if I keep letting it happen. To be honest, I am not a big girl.. I felt very offended and I cried. After that text, I had to do something about it. I worked out for two months and started to get my shaped back little. My favorite picture in the purple outfit. I know I have come a long way but I am not done. My picture will be post soon. The last time I weighted myself last week ago, I weight 192 and still losing a lot of inches. 

"Do not let the pound fool you, but inches is the beast" 

Do not compliment my weight loss. Keep it to yourself until I see myself in the mirror. 

"A huge part of losing weight is believing you can do it and realizing it is not going to happen overnight"

I believe you can do it and don't give it. Keep it going.

I love my Kylie Jenner Lip

The Kylie Jenner challenge was flowing down on my Facebook wall and I was very curious to try it. I love my lip. I just did Kylie Jenner challenge  few hour ago. I am so happy I did her challenge. I want to thank Kylie Jenner for this challenge. You made me feel even more beautiful. When I touch or lick my lip, it feel super juicy and plump. That is what I have been looking for all these year. I sat in my room wondering how will it feel if a guy kiss my juicy fat lip. I bet it will feel super good. Kylie Jenner challenge made my lip more beautiful. Thank for your creative challenge.

STOP.....STOP......STOP......STOP.....STOP.....STOP....STOP.....STOP.....STOP.....STOP....STOP...

DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME. I WARNED YOU.

Stop whatever you are doing. This challenge of Kylie Jenner is not funny at all. You should be proud of your lip. Her challenge will jack your lip up. Do you want to see the proof? You can take the time to enjoy this youtube of best Kylie Jenner Lip Challenge Fails Compilation. 

I really felt bad for those who did Kylie Jenner challenge. I wish this challenge didn't exist. If you love your lip, you won't have done Kylie Jenner Challenge. This just damage their self-esteem even worse. It is important to love all of you..

Weight loss 2013

I had stop working out since 2010 because I was so depressed but I didn't stop completely. I work out from time to time. All the sudden, I kept gaining couple of pound which I didn't care.  I let my depressing get the best of me. I stopped at everything I was doing at that moment. I let food to be my emotional healing. It wasn't a good last two year for me to go through. It was def. a bad idea for me to stop working out because I gain a couple of pound back then. The pound I weight in the past was 195 and it made a huge impact in my life. I told myself that I am not going to be OBESE. After I got a job, I had to do something about it.  I joined Deaf bigger loser at my school. I was strictly on diet and execrise. I lost 8 lbs and I stopped awhile after that and I gained back. Only two pounds. I am back at it. I have been working out since May 2013. I am losing weight very slowly but I am losing a lot of inches swifty. It was very hard progressing for me to go through. No one said losing weight is easily. I am very proudly to see the progressing that I am making this month. I have a lot compliment from my families, friends, and coworker. They noticed I lost a lot of weight. I felt so good to see the progressing that I am going through. I am not giving up.

This picture below was taken in the year of 2010. You really can see the different. If I continued what I was doing, I would probably be healthy and fit weight 145 lbs. I am reaching my goals at the end of the year. My goal is to lose 25 to 35 pounds. I will keep you update about my weight loss.

Health Care: Prenatal Pills

All of my friends irks the hell out of me when I say something about prenatal pills. My friends asked me, are you expecting or on your way to be pregnant? I laughed my ass of them stupid ignorant people. lol. In my personal opinion, I think there is nothing wrong of taking them. 


All of the sudden, I am very much focus on my nail and taking care of it. My nail have been growing just beautiful since I have taking prenatal vitamins pill for a months and half. I started to noticed my nail grow at least three week. Of course, you just can't expect to grow overnight. All you gotta do is give it time to grow. I was doing something around the house, my nails caught my mother's attention. She asked me how did I get my nail grow like that? I told her I was taking prenatal pills. She had this weird look hawking at me like an owl and asking me why I am taking this pill and is it for pregnant woman? Hold up, let me explain, Prenatal pills does not always mean for pregnant woman only can take it. I  thought the same thing and someone advice me to take it. so I did. Anyone can take prenatal pills.  My nervous always had me biting my nails off and it is always in the way. I bite when I am extremely nervous. So few months later, I have learn how to stop biting and learn how to control my anxiety. Without the pills, I don't have problem of growing my nail out but it seems to break off easily.

The pills are very harmful and it won't affect you in any way beside the pills giving you more vitamins you need. I use the spring valley brand. So it is no harm in taking prenatal vitamin pills as your daily dose even you are not pregnant, trying to get pregnant. 




What is the benefits of taking prenatal pills? 

• It helps your hair and nails grow appears healthier and stronger
• it helps your nails faster
• give your enough vitamins 
• It helps you to prepare for the baby

I have not noticed my hair growing yet but I have not really pay attention on my hair. My nails really caught up my attention. I am sad that my nail just broke couple day ago.. I am not even worry about that because it will grow back fast. lol. 

Can nail color determine the color related to health diseases?

I never thought this will affect me as well when I red this post. I won't let it get to me along I questionnaire my doctor on my next checkup. So I am a little concern about my health situation. I am very much healthy but in the near future? This really scared me a bit when my friend send me a picture. I hardly take care of my hair because I always in my hair, clean doing house chores, and everything. My nail grows pretty good but the color nail bother me. I have this half pink and half white  color related to kidney problem. I  kept looking at my nail very hard and it bother me so much. I thought it look pink and white are healthy. I think I need to check up with my doctor to ask question about my nail. 

My father died without a kidney and my uncle is living without a kidney and he is on machine.  Maybe I should take my health more seriously. I do not want to be one of them. I have several  UTI and bladder infection before. I went to the doctor immediately for medical treatment. Should I worry about this? Is it possible nail color determines  health disease? This is my hand. 

My tooth extraction is gone.

This morning, my dentist numb my lower gum and took one of my tooth out. I am so glad it is gone. It had been year of trying to make appointment for tooth extraction.  Tooth, you have worked on my last nerve to the end and u can leave my tongue alone. lol.. I don’t have to daydream by touching you. lol. My gum is a mess at this moment but it will heal up very nicely. I was bleeding nonstop and have this big socket in my jaw. It was not a pretty picture. 

My Next Beauty Kit: 120 Color Palette 4th

I have been wanting trying this new 120 Color Palette 4th eye shadow ever since I had my eyes on it. I bought cheap eye shadow that won't stay for longer period of time. I hope this product will do. When the time is right, I will most definitely order it online. or I might as well order it from ebay because it is more cheaper. I am waiting for the big holiday sale coming up. I am not a huge fan of eye shadow but I eye shadow when I go on a special occasion or trying to look good. I just love going out looking like a doll. Just not too much. All I need dark eye shadow fit my appearance very well. I can't do bright color very well because I do not like the look of it.

Another thing that I like is fake eyelashes. I usually don't wear fake eyelashes but I am willing to trying it. I think I will like it on the first attempt but I will not use it very often. It will be like to look pretty. lol