Dental Care: bad tooth

My baby tooth is kinda sad at this moment

I really have to take this tooth seriously and have it pulled out before it is too late. I already mention it somewhere in my blog that I had a big cracked in the back of my lower teeth.  Last night, my mother put too much pain in my heart that I couldn't barely take. It was the worst feeling that I ever had. It hit me so hard and I got to do something about it. My mom told that most people died for tooth infection. That had me worrying for the worst. I had to make dentist appointment to rid of this tooth before the infection come. My gum nor tooth doesn't hurt but it bother me a lot. I have been using my tongue or toothpick to get the food out and it bleed when I do that. If I don't make a call, I will be worrying a lot. So I made a few calls and dentist is very pricey as hell and it is sure not in my budget. My medicaid won't cover half of it. It is suck that I have to pay out of my pocket. Dentists won't take any payment on it so it had to be paid upfront. This is giving me a headache so i have not given up yet. I finally found one that is not much. I don't care of being broke. Shit, my health is the most important to me. I am so nervous about this appointment on Monday morning. All I need a prayer to get through. I never thought I will be that scared to go to dentist. 

I know my black butt ain't going to look like that in that picture. I gotta have my makeup on, and no lip gloss. lol. just kidding. I know my jaw is going to be swallow. I never have the time to go to dentist to get my teeth check. Shame on me. Now it is the time to get it done. NO MORE waiting time. Finally I am going to get my tooth pulled out Monday morning so I can take better care next time. I do not want to feel any pain when the doctor have to drill to get the tooth out. I rather my dentist put me on sleeping gas. Ugh. This is what I am afraid the most. All I need a tooth to make me happy again. I just pray my dentist doesn't give me any more bad new.